Tuesday, December 14, 2004
MY off day today. and im gonna spend it alone. yes im sucha loner. I need the time. i need to spend some time with myself. sort out my thoughts. of which there are a lot. GONNA get a haircut soon. it's been long overdue. HAD a terrible dream. dreamt tt i left my stuff on a train. and then when i went to d passenger service counter to ask if i could get my stuff back d guy told me that the people on that train had all died. don't really know what was going on. and then there was a huge gush of water coming towards us and we've had to duck. basically about a terrible train crash. THEN had a stupid gunfighting dream. my mate who was supposed to cover me missed his shot. and i nearly died. crash: unexpected change
I'M not sure if i'd b silly to believe in those dreams but somehow the meanings all point to the same sorta thing that i'm facing right now in my life. this is surreal. UPDATE: jan 1 2005, 12:54am THIS entry is actually not that significant. until you think about the tsunami that has happened. deja vu? or something more?
train: connections. i hafta b aware of changes in my life
water: cleansing. life. emotions. what are my current feelings?
gunfight: violence. danger ahead
death: end of a cycle. something will come to an end.
