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Monday, April 11, 2005

don't wake me

if i must wake up,
let me be numb.
for i find no solace in emotion,
to pain i succumb.
i'll raise my hands up,
and i will cry.
i'll scream, i relinquish,
and walk away i'll try.
tides that i tried to swim against,
waters that went too high.
a valiant fight, none else,
i'll look to the skies and sigh.

to smell blood is to feel alive,
how to be dead? i hide and i run.
i find no solace in emotion,
to pain i succumb.